Saturday, June 30, 2007

hees!!!

juz back from k box session...
cool mans....
and in the end, it becomes photo taking session...
lols!!
but anyway, did have a gr8 time with all of them!!!!
although, i took the mic most of the time...
lols!!!

after k box, went neo-printing again...
lols!!
shall upload it when i scanned the thing..
hees!!!

went dinner at takeshimaya...
the mos burger...
lols!!!
loads of jokes lahs.....
ahhahahah!!!!
that will make me laugh like mad and having stomach ache..
lols!!!

basically nth lahs.....
hmm.....
will upload all the nice photos now....


ChEeRs!!!!


BeR & DeAr


stupid face again.... wad the... lols!!!


SeReNe & bEr


MeI & KoR (cRoPpEd VeRsIoN)


ThE tWo BrOs...


DeAr, SeReNe & kOr


lighting in the room... nice huh???


KoR..


NUDE rEsTaUrAnT... dAmN cReAtIvE cAn...

ciaos~

.: LoVe WaDeVa DeAr :.

11:04 PM,
Our love grows

yoz.....

todae is a sat, and yet i woke up at 10 am...
mummy lo, wans me to but lunch for her....
so, bo bians, have to wake up early..

but anyway, kena scolding juz now....
everyday routine..
hees!!!
immuned to it....

ltr going to sing song le nehs...
hope all will turn up thou...
hees!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe wAdEvA dEaR :.

10:57 AM,
Our love grows

Friday, June 29, 2007

decided to keep the previous post as my draft..
i do feel a bit sorry to say all those words...
hereby, i apologise to all those involved...

anyway, todae had long day...
hmp....
went school with dear at 2pm, the bus damn hot de lo~
i wanna slp ma, so slp on da bus...
den i woke up, i sweat like dunnoe wad like that....
den tot i late....
met teacher in the lift...
phew!!!

but anyway, got my costing results back le....
quite satisfied le lahs...
highest score among the three papers...
41 half out of fifty..
hees!!
satisfied le...

went thomson to take my dinner..
the french fries i bought is 2 bucks...
in school, i can buy tt amt of fries at 1 buck..
diaos...

met kor after that....
finished his dinner b4 we go shopping..
ahhah!!!!
shop for awhile, suddenly go low...
den decided to head home..

gt new things le!!



changed new doors liaos...
so got new keys...
hees!!!!

mummy suddenly ask me to drink wine with her sia..
so cute de...
but, i love the taste....



okie, that's all for now..

last photo to sum up..


zi lian...

ciaos~

.: LoVe WaDeVa DeAr :.

10:10 PM,
Our love grows

Thursday, June 28, 2007

woke up at 930...
so tired can...
my medicine made me so drowsy de lo....
den msg dear, think he todae will be very awake bahs....
slp for so long....
hahhah!!

took bus to school...
dunnoe how come why the bus so turtle de...
the frequency so sux lo!!!
diaos..
but anyway....
the bus came after my self talk...
lols!!!
slept on the bus, and when i wake up, the bus juz nice gonna reach NP..
hees!!
good timing..
lols!!!!
*let me praise myself can or not*

had my maec tutorial...
simply dunnoe wad mrs ng talking abt...
but nvm, i will have my self revision...
hees...

now at costing tutorial, yet again..
hmm, juz to clarify some stuffs..
now clarify liaos, i play com lo...
hees!!!!

dear, sorrie that i made u angry with wad i said in the afternoon...
i know it's hurt...
sorrie lahs, i dun mean to say that de le..
我知错了....
muacks~

ciaos~

.: LoVe AnYtHiNg WaDeVa DeAr :.

2:04 PM,
Our love grows

juz now during LMS 的时候..
i msg dear, tell him to not have injuries when SW...
coz will make me worry.....
den at 5pm, i meet him..
he told me sorrie...
i thot wad sia, esther call him ah...
den he say, no....
i straight away say,"u injured urself ah??"
he nodded...
wad da hell sia...
diaos...
千交代, 万交代 ask him take very good care of himself..
he injured himself, EVENTUALLY....
but anyway....
i asked him not to send me to doctor and home...
althou i am not willing to say tat sentences...
but, i eventually did lahs...
he injured, i shldnt be so demanding as to ask him pei wo...

went to see the doctor after my dinner...
as usual...
bug bites...
hais....
why the bug likes to bite me....
sians sia..
now my right hand is in this state...


cool mans....
hais.....

printing notes from 9pm to 1145pm...
woots!!!
hahah!!!
quite long ah....
very tired actually...
but i made it a point to come here blog k??
lols!!!

gotta go liaos...
cya tmr...

ciaos~

.: MiSs My BoI :.

12:31 AM,
Our love grows

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

woots!!!

woke up at 9 something after dear smsed me...
i told him i kena cold till wake up...
den he's like misinterpret till i having flu till i wake up...
so he somehow worried for me..
but, in fact, 我是被冷起来的....
on air con too strong liaos....
hahha!!!
but went back to slp after sms him...
he lahs, wait for him to reply very slow de l..
bleahs!!

den met him at ard 1130 at hougang...
went to buy 颈肩舒..
he everytime complain that his shoulder pain lahs...
den this thing does has effect on me, so buy for him...

den took 74 to school...
somehow late lahs...
but mr leslie is suck a nice guy lo....
hees!!!
basically did nth in LMS class....
went to buy makan during class....
lols!!!
hungry ah...

now in IAC..
got grp work ltr....
so...
i gtg...

will update when i wan...

ciaos~

.: LoVe WaDeVa DeAr :.

3:05 PM,
Our love grows

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

oh lols!!!!

i am back!!!
hees..
i actually forgotten wad i blogged in the afternoon...
hmm....
but nvm lahs....

met up with dear and kor after my IFA tutorials....
and it's like, i see dear's worried face..
somehow relieve to see his face...
lols!!!!
think dear gonna kill me....
lols!!!!

went out with dear to amk....
went walk walk awhile, esther called...
she very cute de lehs, call him dun talk de lehs...
lols!!!
dunno wad she thinking, lols!!!

bought parents' dinner....
went home and told them that i forgot to buy my dinner...
resulting in me going to find dear lo..
ahahhaha!!!
met him, he accompany me dinner lehs...
lols!!!
den when want buy drinks, ask him if he wan coke....
den he asked me got any others or not...
den i tell him ANYTHING lo...
to my surprise, he say ok lehs.....
so i took:


one can of anything, one can of wadever....
den resulting in, me drink him, he drink me....
dun get wad i say??
hmm.....
coz he's wadeva, i'm anything...
lols!!!! got my message???
den met shanqi to pass her something, chatted with her for awhile...
den send dear to interchange to pei him wait for bus lo...
hees!!!!
feeling happiness....
lols!!!

went back, watched a bit of tv, den go bath liaos....
and here i am, blogging..
ahahaha!!!!
talking to dear now le...
hmm....
he worried abt some things lahs...
and i am very touched that he will feel that way....
hees!!!!
变态...
i miss him..
i miss 宝宝 too....

ciaos~

.: LoVe U, fRaNcIs :.

9:41 PM,
Our love grows

lols!!!!

am at lecture now...
so damn sians can..
the teacher very crap lo...
hahha!!!
his jokes quite funny lahs..
hahah!!!1
budden, sometimes his joke irrelevent de lehs..
hahhaha!!!

but anyway, i dunnoe why am i here lahs...
it juz that, i am bored, that's why i come here to ease my boredom..
lols!!!

hao lahs, shall come back ltr..
buais buais...

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

12:10 PM,
Our love grows

i will be in deep trouble if dear knows that i still haven slp..
time check!!
it's now 2.53AM....
and yet i am here blogging away...

i dunnoe...
suddenly i feel so down lahs...
hmm, dear sounded so angry juz now when talking to him..
i worried for him lahs..
i wanna go his hse to take care of him...
hais.....
i miss him too....

but anyway, i slacked todae..
i didnt do any tutorials nor projects...
ahhahha!!
my nick states that....

I HAVE NOT MOTIVATED NOW.. I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP STUDIES...

and that's why my frenz will come and scold me upside down...
hahahha!!!
thanks the following:
Jack, Cliff, Syahid, Charles...

and not to forget, my dearest wadeva dear!!!!

dear, this post is solely for u de lo....
see, i type so many things for u de le..
hahaha!!!
i cannot afford to lose u now and in the future wors...
so, make sure u are in the pink of health to stay besides me 4eva..
i am actually, damn happy to hear that now, u cant live without me le...
coz, since long ago, i cant live without u!!!
muacks!!!
i promise i will love u till eva..
hees!!!

sorrie readers..
坠入爱河的人 is like that one..
hees!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe U dEeP dEeP :.

2:53 AM,
Our love grows

Monday, June 25, 2007

woots!!!

i am back home....
whole day with dear le..
so happy....

did my bmgt project after my lunch...
it's like, chaotic...
dunnoe wad are we supposed to do....
but at the end of the day, we did managed to come up of something...
hees!!!

after that, went to meet dear and kor..
den it's like..
happy lahs, coz finally settled (sort of) esther thing liaos..
after that, ask them pei wo go buy wallet at jurong point...
finally mans, bought my dream wallet..
hahaha!!!
after that, my dearest 宝宝 meeting us wors....
hees!!!!
假厉害, go take 52 back to bishan...
took such a long time....
对不起 lahs...
hahaaha!!!
didnt knew that it will take such a long time..
hhhaaahha!!!

had pastamania todae.....
A BIT HUNGRY lahs..
ahhaha!!!
den finally, and i realli mean FINALLY.....
they are together....
hahahah!!!
feel happy for them lahs, i also no need so lei liaos...
ahhaha!!!!

went back to amk park with dear....
ran up the stairs as usual....
feel so good lo, after running...
hees!!!
chatted with him happily till esther called....
i dun realli mind lahs..
but dear keep thinking that he's in the wrong...
lols!!!
DEAR!!! i dun mind de lo...
as long as u know wad u are doing, i am all rites with it...
hehehe!!!

now back at home, actually got things to do de lahs...
budden, now dun realli feel like doing it liaos...
lols!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

10:58 PM,
Our love grows

back to school day!!!!

everything went normally..

todae woke up at 630 juz to reach hougang interchange at 740....
waited for bus till 8 am...
took the shuttle bus to NP....
lols!!!
get to acc kor and dear..
hahaha!!!

had bca..
todae teacher lehs, very PMS...
dunnoe wad happen sia..
dear and kenny kena lehs....
pls lo, last time not like that de le...
hais..
sit too in front todae..
hehe!!

going to have my bmgt meeting with my grp again..
feel so blue lo..
sians lahs...

hao lahs, shall come back tonight...

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

12:40 PM,
Our love grows

Sunday, June 24, 2007

worked full shift todae..
hmm, sometimes i love work, sometimes i hate work....
love work coz can get to mingle with colleagues...
hate work coz need to pia work...
lols!!!
and finally, i told victor..
i realli envy him...
den he said this sentence...
你现在知道我的厉害了吧!!
totally bwg mans...
lols!!!

met up with dear juz now...
gotcha!!! hmm...
i dunnoe, i suddenly feel so angry..
and on the other hand, i was talking to eugene...
so it's like, i somehow complain to him lo..
but after serious thots, i juz feel like, haiya...
they wanna talk let them talk lahs...
cannot stop them also...

kenny met up with us shortly after...
and den went dinner at S11....
hahah!!!
i onli say i wanna eat 东粉汤...
all follow suit...
hahaha!!!
they funny sia..

after dinner, went para para, and i think, my hands will be paralysed tmr...
played continuous rounds of velfarre2000..
ahhaha!!!!
failed at 3rd stage..
expected, coz i dun have enuff energy anymore...
den my dearest 宝宝 meet us for a short game, and den she say she wan go home..
juz to watch initial d..
hhha!!!
den they four of us go our separate ways...
dear accompanied me back of coz...
and another of coz, kenny sent 宝宝 back....

and guess wad we did???
we went running in amk park...
those hu went amk park b4..
u guys know there's a long staircase?
we ran all the way up...
it's tiring...
but, it's good to sweat...
feel so tired lo...
and we find a seat to sit...
chit chat a bit, and soon it's 1005...
oops!!

reached home at 1030..
mummy talking on the phone *luckily, if not sure kena scolding*
she seems to accept the fact that i have a bf...
dunnoe lehs, hees...
quite happy lahs..
hahah!!!
at least nt much stress lo....

miss him so much...
wad does that means??
am i not be able to lose him??
yes, i am not able to lose him...
i realli cant imagine life without him....
hais....

sorrie dear, i have to say this out...
somemore i know she wont get to see it...

dearest esther,
i dunnoe why u will cry juz coz he didnt pick up ur call..
i dunnoe why u will still wanna pester him after he did not pick up ur call...
i dunnoe wad's ur point of crying when talking to him...
attract attention??
or u simply love him too much??
hmm..
if i were to tell u, STOP HARESSING MY BF...
wad will u do...
becoz, i realli feel like telling u this sentence...
can u stop crying so easily to catch his attention???
diaos...

sorrie ah, juz to vent out all my frustrations...
esp dear..
hees!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

11:16 PM,
Our love grows

Saturday, June 23, 2007

didnt had much happenings...
except for one....

went out to buy dinner for parents and me..
didnt know wad to get for my dinner lahs...
den i smsed dear dear tell him i dunnoe wad to get for dinner lo...
eventually i bought veggie rice for my whole family lar...
and den, he replied me after i bought my dinner....

dear: buy veggie rice lo, easiest thing...
ber: how u know i bought veggie rice??
dear: we are a couple le... we are mouse...
ber: mouse??? huh??
dear: can click ma....

lols!!!!
he neva fails to make me laugh when i am down...
hahha!!!
thanks dear....

we started to 粘 each other liaos....
that's what i wan ah....
i very dependent on him now lo....
ma chiam like cant live without him like that..
been missing him for the day if i neva get to see him on that day..
hais...
too dependent also cannot ah...
dunnoe wad will happen to us in the future..
i am not trying to say that something will happen to us in the future...
it juz that, we dunch know wad the future may brings..
hees!!
but i dun care le, i promised him tt i will stay besides him no matters wad happens..
love him loads loads.....

i feel like going out le.....
been at home the whole day, very stuffy le....
hais...
and i miss him soooooo much....
aww!!!
not a good feeling....

ciaos~

.: U r Tt BiG sToNe In My HeArT WhIcH i WiLl nEvA rEmOvE :.

8:29 PM,
Our love grows

wad the hell sia...
i am so tired ytd, and my mummy have to wake me up at 12 noon....
dunnoe wad the f*** she is thinking....
oh ya, she tot i went out to PLAY ytd....
shit her lahs!!!!

but anyway, didnt do much things todae, woke up juz to watch tv....
hais....
i wanna slp lo....
diaos..
den watch 2 hrs, go down makan...
hervie, if u got read this post, this is the sentence for u..
I ATE CHAR KUEY TEOW FOR LUNCH TODAE!!!!
hahhahhaha!!!!!
i purposely de le....
i onli forget to take photo..
hahah!!!

den go home watch tv again..
den wah lao, now i very tired lahs..
mummy say joke with me, i also no mood to laugh..
hais..

mummy planning to go taiwan due to some family reason..
so most probably, will get to travel during my long hols in aug..
but, i wanna work to earn money....
i wan buy clothes le..
hees....
but anyway, i will go, regardless of wad..
scared that..
hais, nvm...

will come back ltr if got something happen...

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

5:07 PM,
Our love grows

Friday, June 22, 2007

todae realli play me de lo.....
that xing dan hors...
i dunnoe whr i got 得罪 her mans...
so shagged lo....
i tell u my schedule...

9am reach np...
10am start to go west coast
11 am reach west coast to have breakfast
12 noon start discussing how to filming..
1230 to 1430 filming time!!
1430 to 1530 tea break...
1530 to 1830 filming...

den at 1830 rites, drop off at the bus stop after haw par villa...
den walked back to the bus stop near haw par villa...
den me and daniel had to cross over to the other side to take 175...
den walk halfway, saw 175, ran from overhead bridge de stairs till the bus stop..
是累的咯!!
den took the bus back to clementi...
den asked dear whether got bus take to hougang..
coz need to pass magazine to steven...
den he say dun have....
den i have to travel all the way back to school, den take 74..
aaahha!!!

reach hougang, go dear's blk to put the poster he wanted in his letterbox...
and den walk all the way to steven's hse..
it's quite far..
but, nvm lahs, slowly walk....

after putting the magazine into the letterbox, took 72 back....
den alight opp NYP, and waited for e stupid 45 to come...
wait till slp ah....

now at home, blogging without my parents ard....
coz my daddy go play band, my mummy go watch ge tai....
hahahah!!!

go to talk to 宝宝 le...
enjoy the photos....


my leg VS the floor's leg = 小巫见大巫


自恋 while they discussing...


candid shot... yaya.. nice pose...


found this dog outside mac...


francis, this is for u....


XiNg DaN & Me


my "外遇男友" daniel & me


my "男友" ivan & me..


our photographer for the day, joseph & me

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

9:28 PM,
Our love grows

Thursday, June 21, 2007

okie, i onli have got 7 mins to blog...
shall chop chop everything...

sha gua came down all the way from tampines juz to meet me....
he sha sha de le..
haha!!!
sha gua = francis lahs....
he's officially my WADEVA DEAR, and i am officially his ANYTHING DEAR...
hahahha!!!!

went to buy 泡泡茶 to drink....
den sat under the block juz to chat lo....
wadeva dear know how to bully me le...
sobx!!!
nvm lahs, coz i always bully him..
den i finally made his hair luan...


ahahhha!!!
my art piece!!
nice rites....

found out nice things abt itunes...
and now, i am transferring all my songs to itunes..
and it's killing me...
anyone willing to help me do??
lols!!!
okie, shall update more tmr....

ciaos~

.: LoVe WaDeVa DeAr :.

9:52 PM,
Our love grows

hmm....
bluffed him that i am all rites after listening to wad he says..
i am stupid enuff to say all those things to him....
i want to take back all my words....
and he agreed that i can take back all my words..
feel so happy suddenly..

went out for lunch juz now...
the toopid vendor, i want yong tau foo noodle soup...
den she juz give me yong tau foo SOUP....
den my noodles dunnoe go whr...
she hungry tell me lahs, no need to gop my noodles de ma...
hais....
not full at all lo....
but nvm lahs, can dun eat high carbo food..
hees!!!!

juz now watching tv....
a lot of feelings..
u guys know 一屋两家三姓人 this show ma??
got two episodes is about the five children knows that their father passed away..
den they decided to run away from hme
as they hated their uncle for not telling them the truth...
and den they met with difficulties during the whole journey..
the eldesy brother do nt know how to take care of his siblings..
and resulting in quarrelling...
i was thinking..
sometimes i feel like running away from home...
but, will i be able to take care of myself??
how am i going to have tt capital to take care of myself...
wad if i am sick, hu's going to take care of me...
does that means that i will have to quit school and find a job???
after all these thinking, i finally know one thing...
having a shelter like home, is the best for all...
i suddenly feel that i love my home and my family...
hees!!!
i love him too!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe :.

4:17 PM,
Our love grows

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

todae went out with dear juz now..
something tragic happen....

hmm, wad i wanna ask is...
GIRLS WITHOUT LOOKS CANNOT BE LOVED BY ANYONE IS IT??
wad the fuck lo!!!
i am not trying to complain anything or wad...
i juz wanna figure it out..
it's not dear's fault lo!!!
it's... HAIYA!!!!
i dunnoe lahs....

dear,
i dunnoe wad to say to make u give up ur that thinking in ur mind..
but, in love, there's no such thing as hu give more and hu gives less...
as long as i am willing to give, i will give....
hahhahaha!!!
okie, juz take note that i love u for as long as i can...
i will hold ur hands for as long as i can...
i promise to u.....
and i will keep my promise, till the end of time..

ciao~

.: I LoVe U, fRaNcIs :.

10:13 PM,
Our love grows

had another long chat with dear again...

i finally know wad he is thinking liaos...
LOL!!!
maybe it's my bad to not to know wad he is thinking...
coz, i dun mind at all!!
haha!!!
dear, dun worrie lahs, i will not blame it against u de....
coz i know wad kind of guy u are...
i actually wanna type out wad u think...
budden, i decided not to, let them be our secrets....
haha!!!
dun think too much okie????
it's nth compared to wad i was thinking...
hahah!!!!

todae woke up as early as 8am....
and stupid stupid go sms dear that i woke up liaos..
and he stupid stupid neva tell me that he will kena woke up by sms de..
diaos!!!!
so, the consequences of me smsing him is.....



woke him up...
diaos!!!
den i went to help mummy move things out...
and den sms with him lo...
he todae ate alot of sweets in the morning...
hahaha!!!!
den after that, help mummy with things again....
and den....
guess wad???
i went back to slp again..
lols!!!

woke up onli at 1 in the afternoon....
knowing tt he going out, so msg him ask him tc himself...
den go watch tv till 230, and here i am, blogging....

and okie, finally picked up my courage to talk to 宝宝...
sounds stupid??
no lo, i have been appearing offline ever since that incident..
so that she dunch know i am online...
hilarious rites...
and den when i started chatting with her...
she told me not to worry....
well, i wont be able to make it de lo...
i am that kind of person that i will hold it against myself..
hees!!!
give me time bahs....
宝宝, dun say u forgive me anymore....
i will feel more worse....
serious....
juz let me be, k??

shall come back ltr....

ciaos~

.: LoVe :.

3:06 PM,
Our love grows

hmm...
there are some updates on k box session....

pple involved:
Serene, Belinda, Christina, Hui Shan, Kenny and Francis

event:
k box session next sat 30 Jun 2007

Time:
2-7pm *updated*

Place:
~KbOx PlAzA near KFC
~KbOx AbOvE AMK MaC
~CiNeLeIsUrE lVl 8 kBoX

okie, time has been changed and places for u guys to choose....
pls tell me ur preferred choice of kbox....
thankie!!!!

.: AwAiTiNg 4 rEpLy :.

3:00 PM,
Our love grows

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

woke up as early as 8 something todae....
i dunnoe, i have that habit of waking up for no reason early in the morning...
hate it mans...
somemore it's so early can....
hais....
but can get to see dear's msg...
i am happy lahs...

met up with dear after packing abit of my stuffs...
went lunch at BK (althou dun feel like eating)....
ate the new thing, swiss BK chicken?? *haiya, forget to take picture*
den took a sip of the barley, taste like medicine....
lols!!! farni lahs.....

went up to e2max to play audition..
dear realli pro de lo..
hais!!!! my fingers not that flexible can...
lols!!!
but made a frenz named jiawen lahs..
ahaha!!
gonna help dear get her number, since dear wants..
haah!!!! *whr got gf so good de*
after playing, walked all the way back to orchard de popular...
buy stapler for my mummy *mummy requested* and me....
den wad i love now, is now everything sales!!!
so popular also on sales lahs..
hahaha!!!
so buy things all cheap cheap lahs...

den went toa payoh to eat my dinner.....
onli my... dear going home for dinner...
den the 铁板面.... 是难吃的咯!!
almost wanna puke out ah....
den the ribena, will cause me to have diabetes de...
hahha!!!
i know i very hiam lahs....
ahah!!!
bo bian lahs...
hees.....

on my way back, i told dear that he might meet my parents lahs...
den 哪里知道.... realli see them when the lift reach 5th floor....
den his reactions like a bit slow..
lols!!!!
my mummy neva say anything abt him lahs...
so, think it's safe bahs...
my side de settle le, left his side de...
HAIS!!!!

dunnoe why, i have changed to a different gf..
haha!!!
i will get jealous easily, for no reasons....
hais!!!!
i wan to change!!!
i dun care..
why i will become like that??
phobia in the past?? hmm....

anyway, 宝宝 keep wanting to forgive me...
but i think, i wont be able to forgive myself for the time being bahs..
hmm....
hais....

ciaos~

.: ReGrEtTeD :.

8:22 PM,
Our love grows

yeap, juz drop by to have a random post b4 i made my way out to meet dear...
erm...
this post is actually for some of u guys lahs...

persons involved:
serene, belinda, christina, hui shan, francis and kenny

events organised:
k box session next sat, 30 jun 2007

time:
11am - 2pm, might be extending to 3pm if allowed..

place of event:
to be confirmed...

so if u guys see this post already, can u like sms me or tag me on this blog??
dun tell me u guys dunno my phone numbers...
i sure see u one time humtum u one time...
bleahs!!

oh ya..
another exclusive...

宝宝:
i am so sorrie that i got u hurt in so many ways lahs...
i werent intentional...
hais!!
so sorrie lahs...
dun tell me that u dun blame me...
how i wish that u can blame me and scold me....
and wake me up.....
pls do blame me and scold me if u can...
but one thing i am sure...
i love u loads, my love towards u will neva change...
be it now or future.....
and wad u wrote abt kenny..
it's a bit hurting lahs, but i guess, u are realli hurt....
pls do not onli blame kenny....
blame the both of us bahs....
we are all in the wrong....
big wrong....
DUI BU QI!!!

ciaos~

.: HuRtInG :.

12:08 PM,
Our love grows

Monday, June 18, 2007

okie, i can sense that something is going to happen....
my frenship with her is at stake now...
i dunnoe wad am i supposed to do...
except to let her cool down and wait for her to contact me....
hmm, i dunnoe wad to do now....
i hurt her too much...
i betrayed her trust towards me..
i know i shldnt do all these..
i cant say that i have no choice..
i juz wanna let things go on smoothly....
now, i dunnoe how much she is willing to trust me again...
but, i am already prepared for the worst....

so now, everyone shld know wad kind of girl i am...
a girl betrays and lies...
hah!!!
how nice....
and i dislike that kind of person...
hilarious???
i think it is....

pple may think i am crazy, talking all these stuffs now...
but, dun u think i am one??
tell me....
wad shld i do?
vanish into thin air???
if i can, i will, vanish into thin air and disappear from this world forever..
and there will neva be a Chew Pei Ying Belinda in this world...
will this decision make pple happy??
if it made one person happy, one is enuff...
if one nods and agree that i muz vanish...
i will vanish...
no blogging, no contacts, no school, and juz wait to demolish myself...
i can officially tell everyone hu reads this...

I HATE MYSELF!!!

ciaos~

.: Do NoT fOrGiVe Me :.

10:26 PM,
Our love grows

todae lehs, actually can get to wake up late....
was so happy ah, coz mummy woke me up onli at 12 noon...
den smsed dear and den he told me that something happened lahs....
so, given my personality, i will 打破沙锅问到底 de lo...
but, i realli regretted asking somehow...
it's bout his family opposing me and him being together...
all coz of my looks... *told u, my looks sucks*
den i talked to him lahs, everything he told me is dunnoe dunnoe....
a bit sad lahs, but i act normal lahs...
hais!! stress mans....

den met up with kenny to pass him shan's things....
den when i saw him, my tears juz started rolling down my cheeks....
thanks kenny, willing to listen to me even when u are that stressed up...
den he told me not to cry first, things might not turn out so bad..
he called up dear dear to ask him come out talk without me ard...
after that, he accompanied me to buy my stuffs....
and the more funny thing is, he treated me curry puffs and a drink...
lols!!!!
somehow cheered me up a lil....
den kenny ask me to give him my ring lo....
and he will pass it to dear lahs..
continue or discontinue this relationship, depends on him liaos.... *sobs*

time for kenny to meet up with dear lahs....
so dun realli wan to let dear see me lahs...
but in the end, we still saw each other...
den when he saw me, he put his hand on my shoulders lo...
so touched!!!!!
den he told me that his mum will not oppose lahs, if we realli love each other..
listen to this sentence, i somehow feel relieved lahs...
den at this point of time, i saw the ring is on him...
i feel so happy and hugged him....
den i show him my hands....
dunnoe whether he got feel sad that he didnt see the ring...
hah!!!

after some chat, the two sweet guys sent me home...
abit drenched thou....
den after francis sent me home, i dunnoe wad kenny told him lahs.....
but i received his call not long after and ask me to go down lo....
and so, i went down to meet them...
and den, i know the purpose is to return my ring to me lahs...
dear help me put on lahs..
i feel like hugging him, but eventually i didnt...
coz i noticed a change in kenny's face...

and the story goes...

to my dearest 宝宝：
i sorry i lied to u that i am actually alone...
i dun realli feel like lying to u...
but if i dun like that, u neva tell me the truth...
i dun wan u to be so xin ku liaos..
everytime i scold u, u think i want ah....
if i dun care abt u, i will sure tell u to f*** off de lo....
but, everytime, i advise u on something.... 你有哪一次会听我的劝??
u tired, i know, so i dun wan u to suffer...
u get wad i mean ma...
hais!!

to my dear francis:
dear, i am sorry tat i made u worry todae...
to say frankly, i dun realli feel like giving up this relationship lahs...
after u said those things to me, i am really touched..
thanks for not giving up on me and this relationship...
i will sure treasure all the precious moments with you...
i promise... muacks!

ciaos~

.: 宝宝，听我的话，不要再伤害你自己。。 :.

7:56 PM,
Our love grows

Sunday, June 17, 2007

work place become bigger....
shld be happy abt it lahs...
budden lehs, got to do the e loading and registration.....
i cant say that it's a slack job, at least no need to talk to pple lahs....
budden, i am slow in that lo...
victor, i realli 佩服你咯!!
u can do things realli fast....
haah!!! kudos!!!!!

den after my work at 3 supposed to meet hui shan lahs...
den i saw kenny come, i sians half....
if i know he going to be here, i will not go out with 宝宝 de lo...
budden, haiya, fren go out, so go out lo....
but, juz dun like to go out in threes, in this combination....
very weird lahs...
hahaha!!!!
den met up with them liaos, kenny say wanna go buy things....
den we two follow him lahs...
哪里知道....
dear dear francis actually come down and find us wors!!!
wah piang eh....
i realli dunnoe to trust him or not liaos...
coz he told me he going to kick soccer lehs...
den he came down to find me...
i shld be happy lahs, coz i realli wish him to be with me todae...
budden, i too tired to be surprised lo....
sorrie lahs dear, todae me no mood le....
hahah!!!

went marina square after the whole incident...
created a lot of jokes lahs....
all the four of us add together already 84 yrs old liaos....
still running away along citylink mall lo..
hahaha!!!

one of our conversation as below...

ber: eh, our age add up 84 yrs old liaos lehs, dun like that lehs, malu...
kenny: how come 84 lehs????
ber: u 23, francis 23..
kenny: eh, i onli 20 lehs...
francis: i also 21 nia....
宝宝: we 16 onli, like that.....
ber: hahahahha!!! kenny and francis 32 yrs old lahs.....
kenny: wah piang, 三长两短 sias!!!
ber: we even more worse lo, 91 yrs old....
ber: see our hair so black rites?? DYE one....

den at this point of time, 宝宝 already laughing like mad liaos...
dunnoe wad's so funny lehs....
den went wallet shop to buy　宝宝's stuffs....
buy finish liaos, went makan at yoshinoya be4 proceeding to bowling session...
todae's bowling session realli cannot make it lahs..
wah piang, first round 50 plus plus points nia...
den second rd, 106...
lose to dear francis mans!!!!!
sians diaos liaos....

went para para after that, haaha!!
宝宝 realli lenient to me.....
choose easy song for me...
and one more thing, i finally passed my velvarre2000!!!!
woohoo!!!!

den after everything, walk walk awhile, den go home lo....
hu ask my mummy sho sao xin...
hais.....

packing my things tmr again....
and meeting up with 宝宝 once again to pass her her stuffs...
she left her stuff with me, i left my stuffs with dear..
lols!!!!
funny sia....
i wanna go e2max play audi lehs...
lols!!!

i missing my dear now...
wonder if he reach home liaos....


first photo taken after being together..


dear looking cute in this pic... haha!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe FrAnCiS :.

10:49 PM,
Our love grows

Saturday, June 16, 2007

lols!!!!

i forget to tell u guys that the previous post is my 200th post of this blog!!!!
shld be happy abt it lahs...
budden i am somehow having mood swing for dunnoe wad stupid reason lahs..
hais!!!!
mood suddenly so down lo!!!!

dun realli feel like going out tmr lahs....
but bo bians, have to wrk....
arg!!
and meet my 宝宝 also.....
AHHH!!!
jiu ming ah!!!!

ciaos~

.: LoVe FrAnCiS :.

11:34 PM,
Our love grows

went kbox with dear and his cousins...
funny lahs, they three....
they keep bullying dear ah...
budden, i am standing alongside with his cousins de..
lols!!!
basically every song i also got sing once ah..
hahaha!!!
dunnoe lehs, they very ke qi todae ah...
dun wan to sing...
lols!!!
dun like that lahs, go k box is to sing song ma...
dun sing song go whr eat onli mehs...
hahs!!!!!

after kbox, rushed down to esplanade to do project....
eh, to say frankly, i shldnt rushed down at all lahs...
we did basically nth there lo...
diaos....
den waste my time there lahs..
but at least my leader did segregate work to us....
hahaha!!!

took bus 162 home....
took me ard 1 hr plus plus....
coz dun wan go home early, so decided to take bus home..
plus got concession, dun waste money...
heees!!!!

tmr wrking again...
dunnoe if there will be any changes in plans....
awaiting instructions...
lols!!!
i will accept wadeva plans that comes...

feel that i am being used somehow....
pple find me coz is either they got no one with them or they are bored....
when they got someone with them or when they are not bored, they juz kick me aside..
this are called FRENZ.....
are frenz like that????

ciaos~

.: DiSaPpOiNtEd In U :.

7:58 PM,
Our love grows

Friday, June 15, 2007

hmm....
todae had another day of fun..
hees!!!

went back to ite bishan to collect cert with bao bao via dad's car...
hahah!!
finally mans!!!






after that went to look for teachers, but dunnoe whr are all the teachers..
so decided to go locker there take photos..
hees!!!


属于宝宝一号和宝宝二号的 lockers...


zi lian no 1!!


zi lian no 2!!!!


very dreamy hors.... i like!!!
but bao bao's stupid face.... hahahha!!!!

den went to makan at canteen lo...
den saw mrs tan sock onn..
so chatted with her lahs, budden 宝宝 a bit 被忽略...
dui bu qi lahs, bao bao....
bleahs!!!

went J8 after that...
saw the ad once again...
decided to take photo...


hees!!!!
chio hors????

went central to shop lahs, nth to shop there....
宝宝 like want to make me over..
ahhaha!!!
i appreciate it lahs, budden, i like myself now...
haah!!
she bought a pants, white in colour.....
to me, everything she wears is nice...
haha!!!
after taking a rest at BK, decided to head back PS...
decided to buy rings for dear and me...
hahha!!!
bought at couple lab..
hmm....
NICE is all i can say...
cant take photo..
too blur lahs...
but i realli like the designs lo....
hees!!!!
everything that belongs to dear and me is nice....
den i dunnoe dear coming down PS to find me...
i dunnoe how he manage to psycho 宝宝 to 联合 bluff me...
but he realli gives me a surprise.....
although i say i was shocked lahs, budden, sweet inside my heart...
hahaha!!
thankie dear!!

den head back to amk to meet livia...
haha!!!
for some purpose lahs...
den when i finished chatting with livia, saw kenny..
haha!!
finally he came to meet us mans....

went to dinner at the food court in amk hub....
den kenny ask dear to acc him go toilet...
den left me and 宝宝....
wait for 宝宝 eat finish...
decided to give up the seat for other peeps...
and there, we went down to level 1 toilet..
on the way, saw qiqi ah...
so coincidential...
haha!!

went toilet, waited outside for 宝宝....
den see the two guys like, got something fishy behind them...
and there they go, they bought doughnuts for us..
ahhaa!!!
both chocolate flavours...
i mean, one for me from dear, and one for 宝宝 from kenny..
den somehow i disappointed dear by guessing the wrong flavour lahs..
ahhaha!!!
he said nvm, so i also made it a point to finish wad he bought..
hehe!!!!

after buying bubble tea, walk to the bus stop with 宝宝...
actually say wanna acc her..
budden, somehow decided not to, coz of some things which i am not going to elaborate..
den walked back with dear lo..
brought him go park walk walk and walk till the playground where i went last time...
sat there got 1 hr plus, chatting with him b4 heading back home...
haahaha!!!
he so ke lian le, not long ago 才到家...

to my dear,
thanks for all the nice and sweet surprises u have given me todae...
small things will realli made me very happy de...
thanks loads for ur love....
dun forget, i love u too!!!

to my shadajie,
thanks shadajie!!!! i know u are talking abt me...
hees!!!!!
thanks for being so happy for me...
how r u??
hope u are happy like how i am now!!!
whr u wrking now??? meet up someday k??

ciaos~

.: LoVe FrAnCiS :.

10:40 PM,
Our love grows

Thursday, June 14, 2007

whr have all the nice nice blogskins gone?!?!????!
omg.....
is it my expectations higher or wad....
ahhaah!!!
seriously cant find nice nice one....
eventually, wishix still give me the one i wanted!!
thanks wishix!!!

juz now had my bmgt project.....
did cracked a bit of ideas here and there lahs....
dun give it a damn..
ahhaha!!!
after the project, on my way back.....
was msging with dear lahs....
when dear replied me something and i am going to disclose the msg content..

dear: ok bahs, anything juz call me..
ber: omg!! anything called u? wad does it says??
dear: it says whatever scold it..
ber: omg, they good frenz lehs, how can they fight????
dear: they whr got best frenz, anything say anything, wadeva say wadeva..
ber: although they talk diff thing, but still best frenz ma, go counsel them lehs..
dear: WEI.... dun waste my sms lahs.....

hahah!!! lame lahs!!!!
haahhahh!!!
bao bao, u read this, u neva laugh, i dunnoe wad to say liaos....

went all the way to hougang to give dear surprise by appearing at his hse area...
haah!!!!
but got condition de, that is....



bring me go buy drinks...
hahah!!!!!
den he so nice pei wo till 6 pm when i urge him go back dinner....
den saw his daddy downstairs also, so fierce one, his daddy...
den he asked me a question that i realli did think abt it..
the question is: which fathers' face is not stern??
den when i think thru, eh, realli lehs....
ahha!!!!!!
but anyway, i acc him till his hse de door, den he force me to go his hse...
but i neva go lahs, he let go of me...
hahaha!!!!!
dun wan lahs!!!!
so 恐怖 can???

went hougang mall to makan the yong tau foo again...
den went home, onli to find that mummy daddy not free....
can like, at least quiet for some moments...
lols!!!!!

changed my blogskin and added songs inside...
feel free to listen to wad u guys wans when reading my blog yah??/
any songs u wan to listen, tag me, i try to load it ASAP....

ciaos~

.: LoVe FrAnCiS :.

10:09 PM,
Our love grows

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

todae see something so sweet happening..
hahah!!!
shall keep it to the four of us...
hmm....
hees!!!

todae had a fun day, although went out to have project...
hervie and millie so cute ah....
ahhaha!!
but anyway, had fun thruout...

made dear dear sad todae lahs..
hahahha!!!
i purposely de....
hu ask kenny help him..
lols!!!
but i dun mean it de, and i knew kenny and dear dun mean it too!!
hees!!!
i trust him loads loads...

he so ke lian, coz of my decision, have to return home late late...
hais...
dear, i apologise to u k?? (neva say the word out ah!!)
hees!!!
love u loads loads...

i go off le....
damn tired.....
going to upload songs...

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

11:37 PM,
Our love grows

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

haha!!!
i come back le...
hmm, something bad happened....
which i am very sad.....
i didnt knew this will happen..
well, wad is done is already done....
i do realli wish to make amendments...
budden, hais!!!! now he dun even want to talk to me....
am i the cause of it???
hais....

packed finish my room le....
hmm, so as luan as ever....
budden, i dun realli care lahs....
hahah!!

got something happen...
update tmr....

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

10:15 PM,
Our love grows

dun be surprised....
this is belinda, typing this post...
aha!!!!

me woke up early todae, to avoid spanking from my mummy....
going to pack my room ltr.....
on my com juz to see some comments written on friendster and to chat with bao bao...
well, i actually dun wanna pack my room lahs....
budden, major renovation going to commence...
cannot dun pack...
hais...

fever gone liaos.....
left my flu and cough.....
hope everything will be all rites tmr...
dun wanna spread it to my groupmates...

will come back ltr..

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

10:50 AM,
Our love grows

Monday, June 11, 2007

aww!!
i am sick..
terribly sick....
and mummy did something ridiculous to me earli in the morning...
which i am not going to elaborate any further...
hmp....

shld have seen the doctor instead of juz buying cough lozenges...
hais!!!!
stupid me...
how stupid can i go on....
ahhh!!
i dunnoe wad i am typing now...
i juz know that i am having serious stupid headache....
can someone cure me??
hmm....

and i miss him loads...
dreamt of him juz now when i was asleep *obviously*..
and normally dreams are opposite of reality....
so somehow, i am relieved...
and i am glad that my dearest bao bao told dear wad dream i met..
coz, i dun wan him to feel that i feel insecured when with him...
i promise i will change, sorrie!!

time to go bomb his phone, and den chat with him for awhile b4 i slp...

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

8:36 PM,
Our love grows

Sunday, June 10, 2007

i am officially in love!!!!

ahahhaha!!!
seriously, i have neva been so happy b4 since this yr....
and he, francis sam, allows me to have a place in his heart...
i am very happy!!!!
he's very sweet...
thanks him for loving me despite of how i look and wad kind of girl i am..
i seriously wanna thank him to allow me to have the key to his heart..
i dun dare to think abt far future...
coz, i have no confidence in myself.... hais!!!
but!! i will love him wholeheartedly...
MUACKS!!!

wrked todae, and it's totally shagged...
coz, didnt realli slp lahs...
ahahah!!
was talking on the phone with my frenz to chat abt stuffs abt him lahs...
but todae luckily, not much customers....
so a bit slack lahs...

went to watch men in white todae with dear, kenny and bao bao..
hmm, the movie a bit draggy, but!! it's very funny..
till the last part, it's very touching....
that i cried....
lols!!! quite stupid hors!!!
hahah!!!
but anyway, had a gr8 time todae..
hees!!

hmm, shall go and edit some stuffs....
hahaha!!!

ciaos~

.: LoViNg U :.

11:40 PM,
Our love grows

Saturday, June 09, 2007

harlow..

back from my makan...
hahah!!!
know wad i ate despite the painfulness of my throat??
i ate chix rice, den thai style toufu and sambal potato leaves..
hahha!!!
tmr i see if i can work with the remaining voice i have...
if not, den have to trouble victor again...
aww!!! i hate to trouble victor...

but anyway, going movie with shan, kenny and francis..
so long neva watch movie with shan liaos....
it's like, everytime she movie with en ma...
den i no opportunity go dating with her....
i dun care le...
i going to niam bao bao tmr....
miss her for so long, den after the chalet, i miss her even more!!!
aww!!!!
that's a weird feelings, but i am guarantee that i am not a lesbian..
we both are normal girls..
juz like, we are close till i call her dear!!
haahha!!!!
she's a nice girl *i am nice too!!*...
hees!!!!
so good to have her as my bao bao....

i going to do something to the intro page, all pictures will be changed!!!
stay tuned!

ciaos~

.: LoVe U :.

9:22 PM,
Our love grows

hello readers..
m back from chalet....
tired sia....
waiting for someone to call....so decided to blog while waiting....

a pity we didnt make it to WWW or escape...
it's becoz, my darling shirley put me pigeon..
hais...
but anyway, we had fun!!!!

bbq nites, not many pple came...
den we still got loads of food...
decided to play big 2 and forfeit is to eat wadeva stake the winner puts...
in the end, very full ah!!!!!
hahahaha!!!!!!
but francis helped me with my food...
so still all rites....

decided to stop the food forfeit as there are no more food on the plate...
den kenny decided to play 终极密码..
forfeit drink a cup of water....
haah!!!
water again lo....
drink and drink and drink...
den it's like, so HENG that the numbers always i kena de..
ahah!!!!
den when serene and eugene decided to go after one last round..
the biggest stake is this:


suay lahs....
francis and me kena the first one...
lols!!!!
den the heng one is kenny and shan lo..
no need to drink water...
hahahha!!!
had fun that day....
and the fun always results in something negative....
headache..
hais!!!
haahhahaha!!!

and this chalet trip...
i had another earning...
hmm..
this one, i am still trying to figure out...
so, will tell u guys when everything's settled...
hees!!!!

photo time, enjoy!!!


four super duper huge guys and one super duper short girl.....
that's a wallpaper.. hahah!!!


me and bao bao....


Me and francis..


a lighting deco when going into the chalet rooms..


zi lian-ing


francis francis francis... lols!!!!


Bang bang bang!!! save me!!! sobs!!!


gene and me....


frens frens forever!!!


serene, u finally know how to be creative when taking photos... lols!!!


bao bao 1 and 2...


bao bao's idea.... lols!!!! quite stupid...


JS and me.....


bao bao and me once again..


another photo of bao bao..
i wonder how many bao bao's photos i have so far....


mr tired 1..

n...


mr tired 2!!!!


forfeit time!!!!! cheers!!!


serene, bao bao, me and gene..


wee ming and me!!

ending this post with four funny photos....


para para sakura!!!


Lilo and still??


finale fantasy??!?!!

tomb radar!!

ciaos~

.: LoViNg U mOrE :.

4:10 PM,
Our love grows